now that top model is over for this season, i got suckered into watching 24 tonight in its time slot. it was really disturbing. everyone inside this quarantined hotel was exposed to the virus, and some people started showing symptoms, which were excessive bleeding from the nose and mouth. it freaked me out because three years ago, i had this dream: i was bleeding profusely from the nose and i knew i was going to die soon. i was inside my house and the only thing i wanted was to go outside and look at the sky... and i was rushing to the door despite people trying to stop me and i made it outside. the colors were all so bright: bright red, bright green, bright bright blue [...]
then i woke up from my dream and i had a bloody nose. i hadn't had one in years, not since i'd had my nerves pinched as a kid, and considering the dream i'd just had, i was insanely freaked out that i was bleeding. and it wouldn't stop! it wouldn't stop bleeding for over three hours and i thought i was going to die. however, it finally stopped and i spent the rest of the day lying in bed, exhausted from the loss of blood. it was an awful experience. watching it play out on tonight's episode of 24 was privately horrifying.
